I'm Sorry

Some times, usually late at night, I get these overwhelming emotions that push me under if I don't let them out. Writing has always been the best way for me to express myself, so it's usually in the form of a poem or story. I've been pretty hesitant about posting anything super personal and what I call my "poetry" is exactly that. It's not the most beautiful or ground breaking, but it's very real and  extremely raw to me. Things I've kept inside for a long period of time.

I try not to have regrets, everything I've been through has led me to who the person I've become today. And I've worked damn hard to get where I am. But I have burned bridges and I have done things I regret. If I could go back, I'd do everything differently. I know I can't, so this is all I have.

 

 

 

I’m Sorry

For all of the broken promises

And the tears that shouldn’t have shed.

For all of the embarrassment

And the words that I never said.

 

 

For taking you for granted

And casting all the blame on you.

For becoming someone else

And not the girl that you knew.

 

For betraying your trust

And completely deleting our history.

For not being there for you

And transforming into a mystery.

 

I hope one day

You can remember a good time.

We had some adventures

And will always have “the climb”.

 

If you ever need me,

If something is too much to bear,

Just know I’m never too far,

I will always find a way to be there.

 

3/16/16